An Open Letter to my Past Self My beautiful Ashley – You did the best you could, and I need you to know how proud of you I am. I know how hard that is to believe, to feel, because I know how much shame you hold. I know how hard it is for...
Life in Tucson
It’s been 4 months since we moved to Tucson, Arizona, and what a wild 4 months it has been. I knew it would be a big adjustment moving to the other side of the country from where we were born and raised, but it hasn’t just been an adjustment. It’s been a roller coaster,...
Time BY Myself Turned Time WITH Myself
The time I spend alone has transformed into something I now cherish and even crave. It is a necessary part of my self-care and contributes deeply to my self-love and the relationship I have built, and continue building, with myself. This wasn’t always the reality though. I used to hate being alone, because I...
Embrace Your Inner Child
The other night at about 9:30pm, the smoke alarm in the common area hallway of our apartment building started going off. After careful investigation, us & our neighbors determined there was nothing cooking, no actual fire & that it was only one alarm going off (that clearly had no intention of quieting down). So...
Nature Heals
Have you ever taken a walk barefoot through the forest? Have you ever swam naked in a natural body of water? Or danced in the pouring rain? Have you slept under The Milky Way?Or hugged a tree? How about let your soul scream “woooohooooo” at the top of a mountain? Because I have, and...
The Pursuit of Authenticity
Many of us are on our own pursuit of authenticity, and for those of us who have begun this pursuit – we know it is no easy feat. & for those beginning it, know you are not alone in thinking how friggin’ hard this sh!t is. Bubble bursting: you will not, and can not,...
Why I Get Dressed Every Day
I found myself sluggishly dragging my unwilling self over to the kitchen table five days a week, where I had setup my remote work station for my job, still wearing what I had slept in + my red robe. This happened more days than it didn’t because I wasn’t leaving the apartment, so what...
You Are Your Light
My sweet child Your soul was meant To be wild I know the downs Feel deeper than the ups I know you’re resistant, Your heart distant I plead you to see Your spirit was meant To be free I know the highs Feel fleeting, while the downs A rock bottom comfort zone Becoming your...
Feel all the Feelings
It is not always easy to stay on “the path,” but detours are the nature of the game. It is very easy, however, to get caught up in all the good stuff. Especially in the beginning of our journeys, & especially if we’re coming out of a particularly dark place. There are soo many...
You Just Start
The most puzzling, frustrating question is: “Where do I start?” You see all these woke people on instagram and facebook who just have their shit together. They’ve got it on lock; the world is their oyster and they’re manifesting the life of their dreams without batting an eyelid. They are doing the deep inner...